420,

So like today i kept blacking out, all these meds im hooked on for the pain is just really getting to me i guess, to much for my little black heart, today i was just spazzing out on myself, like when is all this pain gonna leave me??

im so tired of seeing people knowing what there future is going to be like...& im just confused about whats gonna happen in my life, like i dunno whats my purpose on this earth for real?

yo, i dont got no firneds, only like 2. Thats like really sad, but whats sad is that im not really sociable as how i want to be, i guess people think im a mean scene bitch :(
i mean i love the people in my life but sometimes i just wanna go back to my childhood and fix certain things :(

i need like a breakthrough, im soooo confused that i dont know where to begin, like i dont know, like im writing and i dunno what im writing about,
oh crap i just blacked out again oMG

UGHH seee, my life needs like a turn over, or maybe i just need a couple of thousands from my financial aid to splurge on uneccesary things & fashions that keep me smiling all day everyday :)

RUNAWAY



I was feeling sad
Can't help looking back
Highways flew by
Run, run, run away
No sense of time
Want you to stay
Want keep you inside

Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Want you to stay
Want you to be my prize

Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Want you to stay
Want you to be my prize

I was feeling sad
Can't help looking back
Highways flew by
Run, run, run away
No sense of time
Want you to stay
Want keep you inside

All along, not so strong without these open arms.
Hold on tight.
All along, not that strong without these open arms.
Lie beside.
All along, not so strong without these open arms.
Ride beside.

Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Want you to stay
Want you to be my prize

Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Want you to stay
Want you to be my prize